This is a blessing. I know it’s confusing in parts, but that actually reflects how I feel at times about decisions we’ve made. We have taken a rest from ministry as far as the institution is concerned. I was being groomed to take over my childhood congregation, and my husband and I were not happy with the way things were moving forward spiritually, but didn’t want to leave offended or out of the will of God. The cousins though in this, are not close to me. They are in real life, very religious. The fact that the hot tub was even offered to me was a shock, but she was very kind and insisted we have it. Along with all the chemicals that we would need. (I wondered if that was connected to the decision we made) The $300 was clear thoigh that we could sell it for that amount. That felt the faithful remnant which is my heart. And the friend I was speaking with that I’ve connected with since moving to another church. There is so much like mindedness and connections that are the same heart. I think represents the knives.
That next part was very unclear. All I remember vividly was being at the top of this water slide in very cold water waiting for my turn. Then next a kid waiting on me for something that they didn’t even really want, which honestly I can see where that would fit too in this season.
So, I’m focusing on the knives and the unity of bringing the Word to pass to raise up the faithful remnant starting in my own life!